Crisis
Have you felt a sense of an "internal crisis" once you've become "grounded in reality"?
Like one moment you're focused on whatever you're doing at that moment - hanging out with friends, watching videos, just minding your own business - and then you become so aware that you feel empty?
That's honestly the best that I can describe it because it's honestly scary when I come that realization. I'm enjoying life one moment, and then all of a sudden I'm too aware of the space around me, the texture of my skin, the very being of existence.
Is this an existential crisis?
Is this how it feels to be so small in this world, this universe? \
I've felt this for a long time. I guess I'm just now admitting it? Acknowledging it?
It's normal, but damn does it feel like everything doesn't even exist.
Like how people say "we live in a simulation" type of thing.
Oh gosh, that definitely is not helping.